Update!

Happy National Day to All. I know I'm a few hours late. Hmmm, just pretend I'm in the States now? Thanks for being lenient! Hohoho!

Anyway, didn't celebrate national day because I don't usually do that. So I went out for a run and guess what? The first timing for 2.4km was pretty amazing. For the fact that I had been the last runner who finished NAPFA, always. I guess my worst record was 18:50 for the 7 rounds in school. And by the time I ended the race, my face was already pale like a sheet of paper, cheeks trembling and legs wobbled. Hmmm, I guess trainings do help to improve my stamina over the years. Even though it's something pretty on/off. BUT, there is a need for intense training soon. Real soon.

Just a short update if you're interested to know. Well, something has been bugging me lately, there's nobody I could talk to because I'd sound really stupid and foolish. But oh well, thanks nh for helping and giving me the lights at the end of the tunnel. Needed it so much. Words are just words. Time will show if everything's okay. So I guess there's nothing I could do besides waiting, and praying hard. Jesus. The worst phase of this month. But I'm sure things will strive to the positive side, as long as I believe. (:

Somebody's action really grossed me out; pushing all blames away, hiding like a ostrich, being ignorant to people's feelings, self-centered, and being a big time liar who mindf*ck others. Again, there's nothing I could do. And even if I could, I wouldn't. But thank you. (:

Please don't assume I'm talking about you(?), unless you admit you're one. Then, I have no other comments.

Other than that, life has been really kind to me because everything seems to go smoothly. I'm sure everything happens for a reason. We shall just wait and see...